There is a world of posibilies out there to be lived if you just believe in yourself.

Last night was a rough one for me; I felt as if my world was crashing in on itself and I was scared that I was losing the happy girl that I have, apparently, taken for granted all these years. In some ways, last night I was loosing her and I was lost in a way that can only be described as dizzying. I felt like I was stuck in the perpetual motion that comes from doing the samething over and over again but expecting different results each time. I was infact going crazy.

This in fact is true, in some sense. I am losing the girl I once was. I am, however, also creating a new identity for myself. This of course means that I no longer accept things as they come, and if I do it is because I can’t change them because they are in the past or are too in the future that anything can happen. I have become someone I can be proud of seemingly over night. Of course the notion that one can change in what seems like the blink of an eye is aburd.

The changes that have been made in mylife, to get to me to this point, started when I decided to pack up and go to school out of province and continue to this day. It is only know that I have realized that I have been subconsiously been taking steps to become a confident young woman that I can, without a doubt, be proud of.